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Ash} Achini} crashedlegend} Dark_Suki} Eka} Ekin} Fhasha} Haisah} Katy} Mimi Aida} Nora} Nuriah} Rudy} Sahidah} Suzee} Wan Ling} Vogue_Ace} Wonderme} Naoyuki_Reita} Ryuko} Mijipon} Monday, August 31, 2009 I changed the metal armature inside before resculpting the clay. Now I'm trying to convince myself that my character DOES NOT look gay. My brother got a bit freaked out because of the clay's flesh-tone colour. I admit, initially, I'm a little freaked out too, but I'm cool now. It looks kinda like layers of skin from the back~XD fulfill the curse - break the mirror ;  I got a cut on my finger yesterday. I thought nothing of it, until something came gushing out like there's no tomorrow T__T For *that* amount of blood, you'd think it hurts, but I don't feel much ._. I love the colour red~ <3 fulfill the curse - break the mirror ; Wowwee~ I'm just about to get the hang of photoshop and illustrator:  My "boyfriend" is the one featured in this pic. (nick given by my mum =___=) It's my very first wallpaper, and I'm proud of it :D LOL!!!! fulfill the curse - break the mirror ; Wednesday, July 15, 2009chanced upon THIS just now.Oh, what the fuck guys, just leave michael alone. It's already bad enough that he died and now there's so-called "news" about him being allegedly insatiable for gay sex? That's just sad. The things people do just to get recognized...and the media laps it up with joy. fulfill the curse - break the mirror ; Tuesday, July 14, 2009I need to find a place which sells cool graphic shirts in female sizes~Does anyone know where to get them or can anyone recommend me a shop? I'm looking specifically for one in black, because I need to 'even out' the white tees that I have in my closet T___T Uwaaaaa. Now that school's about to start, I fear for my life. Animation's no joke...my previous elective class required me to draw 100 pages in sequence, but I think I did it BADLY. I felt even worse after going to the NAFA grad show. It's quite unbelievable, really. I HAVE NO IDEA HOW THE HELL I GOT IN. A part of me is extremely happy, because it is something I've always dreamt of , but the other part is filled with utmost dread. Will I be good? Will I actually achieve something? Is this the right decision? Will I make my mum proud? Truth is, I don't feel prepared for this world. I have endless doubts about my self-worth. If this was a script, I'd rip off the pages containing 'me'. I fear living and yet I fear death. I guess no-one would understand. I'm such a freak. fulfill the curse - break the mirror ; Because epic lyrics need an epic WTH post, I'm posting them here :D These are just an extract of the original songs~The bolded wordings are the ones which I find extremely LOL-worthy. [fuck around and around] confusion created by the herd of monkeys I'm VI and you are VI I want to dive in the cut of pomegranate Masturbation with your body suck sick suck suck suck fuck bod the strawberry erects up suck sick suck suck suck fuck bod fucking in my luster My strawberry in your shellfish you are addicted to this pleasure you think this to be 'love' [SEXUAL MISTAKE] however, there does not have the 'love' [SEXUAL DIFFERENCE] And btw, about 90% of these were originally in japanese (including the weird bits)~ Sheeeeeesh, I sure hope nega won't dissappoint me with their new album. Or rather, their lyrics =_= *strangles them* Ok, due to loads of free time, I've thought up a few great substitutes if they wanted to re-use some of the same sentences: "My cherry in your oyster" "I'm BI and you are BI" 8D HEY, ISN'T THIS AWESOME??? I CAN WRITE TOTALLY *ORIGINAL LYRICS, YAY!!!! fulfill the curse - break the mirror ; Monday, June 15, 2009Went to streetfest with nao-chan on saturday XDOhohoho... I've never seen so many jrock cosplayers in one day~ The Diru gang, a mana cosplayer, 2 individual toshiya cosplayers, teru and hizaki from versailles and I think nao mentioned something about 2 ancafe cosplayers on her blog (although I didn't spot them)~ when i saw the teru cosplay I was like: "Eh, that costume looks soooo familiar...But I'm not the type who watches anime, so that can't be a cosplay based on an anime series." *nudges nao** "why does that costume looks so darn familiar? Wha-HUH? Teru???" *facepalms* Well. It was made with a lot of effort, that's for sure. He even dyed his hair for the role...But I think It should be a lttle more silver-ish? (Or maybe it got a bit washed out--ash blonde's hard to take care of). You should've seen some of the people there D: Nerds + "punk clothes" + no make-up + glasses + unstyled hair + canvas shoes = recipe for disaster!! A couple of 'em dressed up like they're going for trick-or-treating on halloween. Killer make-up that would make K.I.S.S bow their heads in shame. If all they wanted was attention, they definitely got mine. I forgot to bring my camera, and it turns out that I couldn't take pictures anyway, because I was manning "my booth" which sells jrock merchandise. Only sold one item T__T--i guess it's safe to say that loads of those people are posers because only approx. 15% of them gave a quick glance or bothered to browse through our items. I have to say, the bands performing that day were REALLY GOOD. A heck of a lot of laruku songs and diru songs, coupled with a handful of luna sea's and an X japan song as a finisher to blow away the audiences at the end of the event. Oh, and there's 1 d'espairs ray song (TRICKSTER) performed by e'thereal. Holy fuck, I headbanged to that song like there's no tomorrow. Btw, the vocalist (I think kunio's his name?) had superrrr fair skin LAH, WTH. Only 2? gazette songs for the entire event, which was kinda pathetic, IMHO, since I thought that they are supposed to be freakin' popular. One of them was performed by shino's band. (YAY SHINO!!) AAAAaaand. There are a couple of performers who look like famous jrockers themselves. One vocalist looks like kaoru (diru), another looks like ruki (gazette), and yet another vocalist looks like (surprise, surprise) GENKI from VanessA !!!! I just wished he'd style his hair and wear some hardokoaaa make-up. Here's a picture that's stolen from nao's blog being compared with the real deal:   The picture's a little blurry, but their bassist (the one on the right) looks so much like hiroto from Alice nine. I had to do a double take, and when I've confirmed it, I went all fangirly XD Next year's streetfest is something I'll look forward to, since the amount of talent shown in this year's event surpassed my expectations~with flying colours too~ To all of Nao's friends, I'M REALLY, REALLY GLAD TO HAVE MET YOU ALL~ Awesome buncha peeps! ^_^/b Cya on cosfest~! fulfill the curse - break the mirror ; Friday, June 05, 2009LOOKIE HERE, MY ROLE MODELS!!!!   Yes, you read that right. They are my role models. For slimming, that is. Jin and Ibuki, those bastards. Why the heck can't I have a figure like that?! (big boobs optional*) Hopefully I’ll become at least half* as skinny as them by next year~ (It’s gonna take a long time, but I think I can do it XD). It must be wonderful to look like a stick. You can probably fit into anything, even your own bag!!  fulfill the curse - break the mirror ; After waiting for months, I finally got my customized mirrors from the UNDER CODE webshop!!!!! Yippee~!! I know you guys don’t really care, but I’m feeling too happy right now so I’ll post the pictures here anyway. The covers:   The signatures (inside and back):   It’s got my name in katakana, plus some smileys~You can choose any member you like, and they’re supposed to sign on the inner cover of the mirror, but for some reason, SAN’s signature is on the outside D: I'm *always* rambling on about SAN because he's one of my favourites. I made another fanart for him, but I dunno when I will be able to mail it out. The last time I did that, it arrived to him, but even with the cardboard backing, my artwork got crushed around the corners, liek WTF. Took me 3 damn hours to sketch that. Stupid postal services... I used colour pencils this time round :D but I'm not sure about what to use as the backing to prevent shitty stuff from happening again~ (It's 3/4 complete, btw)  That Is SOME HORRIBLE BACKGROUND (!!!!!!!) hahaha. supposed to be fire, but meh. whatever la... fulfill the curse - break the mirror ; Tuesday, June 02, 20091. Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get a kiss? cheeks2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning? backache. Sucks big time. yeooowwch. ;_; 3. Who was the last person i took pictures with? My secondary school friend. 4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? yes, very. 5. Would you ever donate blood? Nope (unless its one of my family members). I got pretty freaked out a few years ago when i read about someone getting HIV through blood donation. 6. Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex? Eheh...yeah, i did. back when I was really young, naive and stupid :D 7. Do you want someone dead? Yup. Myself :D 8. What does the last message say? WHUT JOO TALKIN'? 9. What are you thinking right now? I'm too fat and I shouldn't eat as much. 10. Do you wish someone is with you right now? Errr...no. 11. What time you went to bed last night? 9pm (I know, too early-- WTH) 12. Where did you buy your T-Shirt that you're wearing now? Eheh.. i'm not wearing a t-shirt right now >////< (sounds damn wrong la, haha) 13. Is someone in your mind? Errrr....not really. Sahidah maybe, coz she was the one who tagged me <3 14. Who was the last person who texted you? Shah. (yes, Ash, I could totally hear you squeal in the background :P~) 15. 10 people tagged in this quiz. I'd rather not tag because sahidah already tagged most of 'em XD *unfortunately, I'll have to officially end this at 15 questions T___T Uwaaaa~~~ fulfill the curse - break the mirror ; Saturday, April 11, 2009Tagged from when I read eka's blog XD5 snacks I gorge myself with.♥ senbei/rice crackers♥ kinder chocolates♥ 'very pari pari' calbee hot and spicy crackers♥ ♥ lay's sour cream and onion chips (only occasionally) 5 songs I sing and tear people's ears apart. Harharhar. even if I list them out here, nobody cares (or understand them)~ XD 5 things I would do with a million bucks.♥ Study overseas in japan to study illustration/animation.♥ Go to jrock concerts/handsigning events.♥ Buy house.♥ Save balance & invest.♥ Open an online shop dealing with one-of-a-kind unique clothing and fine jewellery 5 places I seek refuge.♥ Student Lounge♥ my room♥ school library♥ the toilet(??)♥ Under the blanket 5 things I'll never wear.♥ bikini♥ super short shorts.♥ fishnet stockings♥ shoes with high heels♥ really high-waisted jeans 5 bad habits.♥ eating junk food♥ Procrastinating♥ being bimbotic♥ Indecisive♥ being vain? (i guess all girls are, irregardless of their looks) 5 joys.♥ Money♥ Jrock music♥ Being slim, if possible♥ clothes♥ cool hairstyle/haircolour 5 things I am handicapped without.♥ Ezlink♥ Money♥ handphone♥ any part of my body (literally handicapped, LOL)♥ house keys 5 people I would date. (excluding the boyfriend/spouse)♥ SAN♥Nozomi♥kazuki♥ some random japanese dude I took a picture with at waseda high school♥<<< hahaha fat chance! ♥ Caring and loving guys 5 Gorgeous people I will tag and make them do this.:None. I don't want to tire them XD fulfill the curse - break the mirror ; AHAHAHAHAHA. Bought a pack of condoms on thursday. Yes, CONDOMS. Green apple-flavoured. Actually, my classmate had to buy it for someone else because, get this-- apparently, her friend is too "SHY" to buy the condoms herself. My classmate's cheeks were burning in embarassment once we've entered watsons. Naturally being the helpful, yet somewhat thick-skinned person that I am, I volunteered and gave it a go instead. "Oi. Got so many different types. Which one does your friend want?" "S-S-strawberry one." =___= *Searches the rack* "Like don't have le.... Green Apple bole tak?" "Alaaaa. ape-ape jer laa~" >////< I went to the cashier to pay for the condoms with her money and tried hard to maintaaaain my facial expression. wah seh. Damn Difficult la.... If her friend wants to have a good fuck, why the hell does she have to be the one who buys it?? I feel so sorry for her for getting pressured to buy this~ After we stepped out, I asked: "Eh, apasal kawan kau nak stawberry ha?? ader difference ke?" "Entah la. She said the flavour tasted nicer." ._. Okaaaaay... So my indian friend butted in to the conversation. "Oh yaaa.. some people like it kinky right?? like putting something on the belly and licking it..." Mmmmrfffff. You're so naive and cute, nicole. We're talking about flavours and then suddenly you talk about tummies. ROFL!! fulfill the curse - break the mirror ; |
